LOVE CAN'T BE FORCED

Heartbreak.... I wish I was writing to tell you that I've discovered or come across a drug that can cure all  heartbreaks instantly. I met someone a couple of months ago even though I had vowed never to love someone I fell for him. The man was so loving and it was hard to see his faults as all his bad deeds were hidden in his innocent face and smile. The man was a womanizer and even if caught with someone he would deny and say I was blaming him for nothing and I was too young to advise him on relationship matters. He also had a baby mama whom he would also pretend to love sometimes only to satisfy himself. Regardless of how I tried to refrain my heart from falling for him, I fell for him so fast. My mind was telling me almost Everytime that he really loved me and he needed alitta l more time for him to change and stop being a womanizer but all were false hopes. I didn't want to walk to walk away but I just wanted to save myself from the hands of the womanizer who never cared about anything but his pleasures. Now that I have gained some knowledge on dating I know exactly what I am looking for when dating. He had several of those qualities and it finally felt like I had the opportunity to be in a healthy relationship.
The relationship wasn't that healthy as he would put all the blame on me. No single day did he admit of doing wrong. I always wonder why God allows such people into our lives if it wasn't going to work but I know He is working on my heart and I will probably learn something from the situation...but it doesn't make the HeartBreak any easier.
        Broken heart advise
Spend your time on bed or couch and don't hold back your emotions.
Most of the days when my mother and my siblings were not around I would spend the days and nights crying my heart out. It was hurting alot but it helped me. Instead of hurting myself by holding anything into my heart I had to let it out